I dunno what's got into me already.. im sorry to bring you tears and sorrow. if i knew tis day would happen, i wouldn't have treated you like my precious. i have told you many manytimes to let go now and stop talking to me, but you just refuse. i seriously don't wanna get you into my anymore of my trouble and pain. everytime i have pain, i dunno why the hell i will wanna tell you knowing that it makes you worried and sad. then later when you come find me,you would tend to give me that kind of look and the feeling that makes me feel different and weak. i don't want all this to happen as well. i didn't ask for all these. im a freak, i know. but what can i do siah?! i know letting you see me having pain is really a bother and whatsoever. so im not gonna tell you when i have pain anymore. I ain't gonna show you my weak side anymore.

From this day onwards, i am gonna try to stop telling you anymore about my pain and troubles but only my happy times. As long as my friends are happy, i'm happy.

Go talk to your other friends and stop caring about me anymore... saying bye to you may hurt abit, but after a while, im sure you will forget all about it and carry on with your life right??